Wednesday, May 18, 2011

"Pray for Me"

(by Michael W. Smith) Pray for Me - The First Decade: 1983-1993



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Yes, I totally posted an old school Michael W. Smith song again. I'm just sad today. I'm sorry to be all gloomy again, but I'm hoping I won't stay this way for long! I haven't been sleeping well, I've been way busier than I should allow myself to be, & I've just been dealing with some stuff. Then to make matters more difficult, my dear friend Nichole is moving today. And I'm just so sad about it. What's crazy is that I haven't even known her very long. We bonded instantly, though, & I just love her. We had some very deep, meaningful talks, & we connected on a spiritual level. When she called me to say that she was moving (far away), I cried in the middle of Kroger. I am so happy for her family, and I know that they are following God's plan for them. I'm just sad for me, because I will miss her incredibly. Our Bible study leader said that we'll see each other in heaven. And while that sounds nice, I don't want to wait that long! When we were saying goodbye on Sunday, we just stood there crying and hugging. Neither one of us actually wanted to walk away. It was terrible. It was like a breakup that you know needs to happen, and you know that once you walk away it's over. But neither one of you wants to walk away. Anyways, she holds a very special place in my heart & I'm sad to see her go. I love you, Nichole! Thank you for your friendship! ღ

Well, I'm off to work again. I hope to post something a little happier soon! I've been listening to Needtobreathe & worship music, so you at least have something good to look forward to on Saturday! :)

Amy

4 comments:

Brooke said...

life can't be happy all the time. {{{{amy}}}}

RR Mama said...

Praying for you Amy. (((<3))) I know what you mean by gloomy. I have been going through a bunch of stuff that I haven't even mentioned on the blog but it really rocked my mama world. And we aren't even done yet. Keep your chin up, it will get better!!!

Messy Mom said...

:( It's okay to have sad posts. I am sorry you are going to be far from your friend. I would feel the same way. It must be REALLY far for that Bible study leader to mention meeting again in heaven. I was thinking it was like the distance between you and Midlothian. I am sure it will be hard for a time, but God knows exactly what you need and I know it will all work out.

Nicole @Project Inspired said...

I just had a good friend move away too. I try to focus on all the fun we've had together, not what life will be without them. You both should get Skype and then have dates where you guys chat just like old times!